Chipmunkapublishing
Newsletter #1
Contents
Contents…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….Page
1
Hello from Jason and Chipmunk…………………………………..……….……………………………………………..Page
2
Advertising with Chipmunka……………………………………………………………………………………………………..Page 3
Quick
Reviews……………………………………………………………………….……………………………………………………..Page 4-5
Chipmunka
Booklist……………………………………………………………………………………………………….…………..Page 6
New Publication of ‘A Can of Madness’ by Jason
Pegler………………………………………….Page 7
New Publication of ‘The World is full of Laughter’ plus
an interview
with the author
forthcoming Book Launch………………………………………………………………………………………………………...Page
10
Review of ‘Who Cares?’ by Yvonne Poulson of Southwark
MIND………………………..Page 12
Search for a new Author and sponsorship in partnership
with
Hello from Jason Pegler and Chipmunk,
Welcome to our first newsletter, released
to coincide with World Mental Health Day, unfortunately a little late. Mental
Health has been in the national news lately, especially with the sectioning of
Frank Bruno and the Sun’s appalling and insensitive original headline which
members of the public and mental health charities rightly opposed with such
vigour. In my view the events with Frank Bruno will mark an important moment in
history, in the development of the
I believe a social evolution is gradually
taking place and my dream is that in fifty years time a seventeen year old with
manic depression will not feel as humiliated or embarrassed about their
experiences as I did. What is happening with mental health happened to the gay
and lesbian community in the late 1980s – 1990s. When I was eleven (I’m now
twenty eight) the gay community were not accepted by society. By the time I was nineteen they were
beginning to be part of the social norm.
Chipmunkapublishing
documents a period in history where people with mental health issues will be
able to reclaim the dignity and respect that they had prior to their
experiences of mental distress. Chipmunkapublishing is only a very small part
of the solution but part of a necessary process in this evolution. Our aim is
to help service users to help themselves by making their dreams come true. The
more and more service users that can step forward and tell their own story, in
their own voice, taking pride in the strength of this achievement - the more we
will empower those survivors, educate others and contribute to the dismantling
of the stigma and discrimination attached to mental health. Chipmunka works
with the media, government, mental health organisations and charities and other
empathetic professional bodies in order to educate and to save lives.
Chipmunkapublishing
is going from strength to strength. Most recently I have been interviewed by
the Big Issue, featured on October 13th and
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know that many people reading this newsletter are doing great work in mental
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speaking at your event please email us at info@chipmunkapublishing.com. I
hope you enjoy the first Chipmunka newsletter as much as Chipmunk and his
friends enjoyed putting it together.
Jason Pegler
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Quick Reviews
A Can of Madness by Jason Pegler
I read your book, 'A can of
madness' yesterday and it is the most moving
And personally affecting book I
have ever read. I guess you could say that you have helped one 17 year old with
depression, as unfortunately, I am exactly that. The book made me realise for
the first time, despite having the illness for over 7 years on and off that
there are other people out there who have the same feelings of loneliness and
suicide as I do and that there are ways that this can be if not stopped,
reduced and helped.
Eleanor Whittall
My friend who is in hospital at
the moment has just finished reading A Can of Madness (he is bipolar, although
the diagnosis changes to schizophrenic sometimes). He has just called me to say
it has changed his life & taught him not to feel so ashamed. It’s a great
step forward for him to say that, so thanks.
It
is a pleasure to see this incredibly vivid and moving memoir come to print. I
hope it will go on to inspire others whose lives are touched by manic
depression
H. Hill
- MIND
Don't
Look Back In Anger by Phillip Pettican
Phil’s story is touching and
poignant. He was an ordinary guy, serving in the Navy and working as a builder,
before mental distress turned his world upside down.
Love
Is a Spider's Web by Queen Irena
…Thank you so much for your
wonderful book ‘Love is a Spider’s Web’. Thought I would just express to you in
writing to encourage and inspire you as you have me… I am sure one day soon
your book will not only be published, but that it will also be made into a box
office hit!... Keep up the good work. I am very proud of you. You are truly a
High Priestess to look up to. Don’t stop writing the world needs you.
Jenessa Qua
– Performer at The National Theatre
Once you start reading, it feels
like a roller-coaster journey leading you through paths that make your muscles
tense, relax and gives the ‘Ah!’ feeling. A truly memorable
read.
Velmer McGregor – Teacher and
community activist
The
World Is Full Of Laughter by
Dolly’s powerful and moving memoir
tells her terribly difficult story in an astonishingly frank and honest way which, don’t ask me how, somehow manages a streak of irony
and dare I say it, even humour. It is an incredibly honest and determined
account to record her personal struggle with mental illness.
Raw,
harrowing and compelling. This is a worthy addition to the
new genre of mad memoirs.
Sue Holt's collection of poems is
inspiringly open and honest. It takes the reader on an emotional journey, at
times painful and at others, full of joy. Behind Sue's writing shines the power
of faith, hope and courage.
S.Marshall "Having a
Voice"
Sue Holt's poetic journey takes us
across her rock-strewn life path. We
return, footsore
and heart-weary, to stand beside her as she diligently polishes the mirror of
her own reflection. And we are glad.
Professor Phil Barker,
This is a story about mental
health carer, survivor and activist. Jean is an inspiration for women who have
experienced domestic violence. I am full of admiration for her.
Jason Pegler – Founder of
Chipmunkapublishing
This autobiography also exposes
the profound lack of civil liberties for the mental health commission and
protective statute and no proper community care.
The
Necessity of Madness by John Breeding
John Breeding PH.D has woven his
own thoughts into a wide array of sources to expose the shadow of modern
psychiatry. More importantly he provides clear information and guidance for
positive perspectives that support human transformation.
Jim Moore - Counsellor with the
Texas Department of Mental Health and Mental Retardation.
John Breeding's Necessity of
Madness is a work of genius. He has a unique understanding of the damage that
psychiatry causes society.
A Can of Madness by Jason
Pegler: ISBN 09542218 2 6
This shocking and honest
autobiography on manic depression takes you as close to the manic mind as you
can possibly get.
The World Is Full of Laughter
by
Dolly's outstanding memoir
describes how she was an actor from an early age surviving childhood abuse and
was diagnosed with schizophrenia, then manic depression.
The Necessity of Madness by
John Breeding: ISBN 09542218 7 7
An ingenious account of a
book that is anti-psychiatry by an American Professor who is a psychiatrist.
This book is an educational tool for the British Mental Health Movement.
Manic Depressive and
Christian Sue Holt, warms and inspires us with her poetry. The poems are full
of sentiment, strength, faith and vitality.
Love is a Spider’s Web by
Queen Irena: ISBN 1 904697 00 3
An inspirational
tale about a wife, raising seven children, struggling to maintain sanity in a
loveless marriage.
Don’t Look Back In Anger by
Phil Pettican: ISBN 0 9542218 6 9
This is a chilling and
excellently written story about the realities that living with Schizophrenia
brings.
Who Cares? By
New
Publication of
A
Can of Madness
by Jason Pegler
I had a friend who suffered symptoms of manic depression
and he said it took him till his 12th birthday to realize he
shouldn’t let it get him down. Damien
Hirst
Like other books in this genre, such as Prozac Nation,
the author is often painfully honest about his experiences.
But, as well as educating us, the book also provides
optimism and hope, showing that it is finally possible
to learn to live with, and accept having a mental health
problem.
For those of us who work in the healthcare system,
many
of Jason’s descriptions should be a warning: this is not the
way it should be. This is a strong book. Read it and gain
strength. Teifion Davies – Consultant
Psychiatrist at
ISBN: 0 9542218 2
6
£ 10 in book shops, £ 12 online
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publishes books written by people with a mental illness and their carers. We
work to reduce stigma and discrimination on mental health by showing how people
feel and recover when their lives are turned upside down by mental illness.
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We are not accepting any
new manuscripts until January 2004 as authors have already been chosen for
2003.
There are discounts on
multiple orders for wholesalers, the government, NHS trusts, hospital wards,
pharmacies, businesses and organisations that work with people with mental
health problems. Anyone interested in
multiple orders (over 30 books) should email us at info@chipmunkapublishing.com.
New
Publication of
The
World is Full of Laughter
by

The World Is Full of
Laughter book started out as a
suicide note and ended up a celebration of life.
Raw, harrowing and compelling. This is a worthy
addition to the new genre of mad memoirs.
Dolly’s powerful and moving
memoir tells her terribly
difficult story in an astonishingly frank and honest way
which, don’t ask me how, somehow manages a streak
of irony and dare I say it, even humour. It is an incredibly
honest and determined account to record her personal
struggle with mental illness. Barry
Watts -
ISBN: 0 9542218 1 8
£ 10 in book shops, £ 12 online.
Interview with
How long did it take
to write?
It took six weeks to write in total, but I had been planning it in
my head for years. I began to write seriously in 1992 when I was 21, and my
memoir was in my plans then but I kept putting it off with other literary
projects because I was basically too scared to do it. I thought it would be so
painful, that it would turn into a suicide note. Then I met Jason Pegler and
read his book and it blew me away. He really inspired me to finally sit down
and write my story, so that’s what I did. Once I actually started it, the story
couldn’t be stopped, it wanted to be told. I spent about 12 hours a day on the
computer, with lots of necessary breaks to chill out.
What was your family’s
reaction?
That was the thing I was most worried about, because I outed
myself in more ways than one in the book. There were things I couldn’t tell my
family face to face, things I kept inside because I thought if I told them, I
would be rejected. That wasn’t the case. A lot of tears were shed. “Why didn’t
you tell us this?” They would say about my secrets that were driving me mad.
The hugs kept coming from them and their acceptance of who I am after they read
the book. It changed my life. The positive aspects of the book never stop
coming. It’s great to hear from people that say the book has helped them to
make positive changes in their life. You can’t get a better compliment than
that.
Are there any plans
for a follow up?
Yes, I will be writing a follow-up in 2004. At the moment I am
adapting the book into a screenplay because I am a film-maker also.
What are you doing
now?
Everything! I have started
a small theatre and film production charity company called
http://www.mindfullproductions.org.uk
I have spent a lot of this year filming for
I’m performing my poetry
http://uk.geocities.com/sugarpsychosis/
writing music for film and a CD, running my small press Hole Books
I’m recording a spoken word CD, and helping to organise a mental
health media showcase for next year
http://www.thisisreelmadness.co.uk
When I’m not working, I like gardening and looking after my dogs.
I wouldn’t have had the confidence to do all this if it wasn’t for ‘The World
is Full of Laughter’.
Can writing do some
much?
During my worst depressions, writing gave me a reason to wake up
in the morning. Would I still have carried on writing if I never was published?
Of course I would. One of my favourite writers, Charles Bukowski, said of
writing: ‘It is the last expectation, the last explanation, that’s what writing
is’. A plain piece of paper won’t judge you, criticise you. And above all it
won’t lie to you. Writing your life
story does so much for you. It gives you opportunity to reflect, it empowers
you because you have nothing to hide any more. Your life is not a dirty secret
you have to hide. By telling your own story, you are telling the story of
countless others. It needs to be heard.
Any
advice?
Yes. I am well aware many people with mental health difficulties
have low self-esteem. They have dreams but may be lacking confidence to make them
come true. I used to be like that. I would say, “I can’t do this. I can’t do
this.” Then I thought: no way am I going to let a sentence that doesn’t even
last five seconds dictate the whole of my life. You might fall flat on your
face, but I know part of the job description for being human is to make a fool
of yourself once in a while. But it is also your duty as a human being to make
your dreams come true. As an ancient proverb goes: ‘Not to
dream is irresponsible.”
Are you still
laughing?
Most definitely! I have to
be careful I don’t wet my pants!
New
Publication of
Who
Cares?
by
This is a story about mental health carer,
survivor and
activist. Jean is an inspiration for women who have
experienced domestic violence. I am full of admiration
for her. Jason Pegler – Founder of
Chipmunkapuplishing
This autobiography also
exposes the profound lack of civil
liberties for the mentally ill and the absence of a fully dutiful
mental health commission and protective statute and no
proper community care. Robert McDougal –
Historian
ISBN:
0 9542218 50
£ 10 in book shops, £ 12 online.
Book Launch
Also attending will be:
Tracy Dawson – Patron of shock
Robert McDougall – Historian, (who wrote the foreword
to the book) and
Jason Pegler – Founder and Director of Chipmunka Publishing
Spiritual Awakening by Sue Holt
(As featured in Community Care –
THIS LIFE- 17-23 July 2003-09-29)
People the world over discover religion
daily. However, if as I did that person has a psychiatric history how is their
faith interpreted by those around them, or indeed themselves? I was first
diagnosed as having Manic Depression in 1991. I had fought against this
internally and tried to cover up this episode in my life. I dismissed it as a
one-off psychotic period, which would never be repeated again.
In 1997 it became evident to those around
me that something was amiss. I went from one bout of psychosis to deep
depression to another needing many hospitalisations. I became suicidal as my
life shifted from what was once routine to the chaotic
life of being mentally ill. Within me I knew something deep inside had to
change, something that I felt the psychiatric system was overlooking, something
they were not equipped to help me with.
I began to go to church, something I had
never considered before, except for
weddings, christenings and funerals. I
began to read the Bible and tentatively to believe in God and His love for me
and was baptised. For some people to
begin to believe in God was a relatively straight -forward transition. Not me.
I had very little self worth, believing I was unlovable and could not love, I
did not believe in the concept of trust. So could I really trust God? My
transition to become a Christian was a major ordeal, I constantly tested God
and His word and in turn I believe He tested me.
Whilst in hospital I believe God regularly
revealed to me areas of my life and together we would work to help me to deal
with thoughts, feelings and emotions relating to them.
Those
around me misunderstood my actions, although I was in a state of perpetual
flux. Although I felt my inner spirit knew how and why I was doing certain
things, I was unable to articulate this to others so that we could come to some
mutual understanding. I was spiritually aware but confused by what was
happening.
My faith, limited as it was to begin with,
was dismissed by professionals as delusions and this contributed to more
confusion on my part. Today, I am clear in my own mind regarding my faith and
how this has influenced my life. I no longer try to convince those around me
that what I believe is true and also try to accept that they too have their own
beliefs.
I have asked for the words “religious
ideation” to be removed from the symptoms of relapse on the back of my Enhanced
Care Programme Approach document. My care team and I have also come to an
agreement about what other “symptoms” may appear when I am in distress.
During 2000-1 I wrote over 60 poems. They
are about my experience of mental health, the influence of God in my life and
my childhood experiences. They are brutally honest yet tinged with hope.
Chipmunkapublishing, which aims to reduce stigma and discrimination on mental
health grounds, recently published my work.
Yvonne
Poulson from Southwark MIND reviews
‘Who
Cares?’ by
Historian Robert
McDougal states in his foreword;
‘This
autobiography exposes the profound lack of civil liberties for the mentally ill
and disabled and the absence of a fully dutiful mental health commission and
protective statute and no proper community care’.
As I read, Jean
takes me through the chaos of not knowing’, and the struggle to make sense of
crazy social, economic, religious and health systems. No account was taken of
the birth trauma, forceps delivery and the cord around her neck, through which
she entered this world, of the Depression and World War II. Ignorance,
superstition and silence did not help this courageous child. Sometimes her
narrative is difficult to follow; but her direct, almost spoken language, takes
me straight into her troubled confusing experience. She says, ‘Who cares?’
Her father was
violent, her mother often ill, but her grandma, a sturdy loving woman, saw and
held her through fear and depression as a child; and later in life helped with
her daughter and sick mother. (Her husband battered her. After the birth of her
second child by another man she was depressed; the Doctor said she had an
anxiety neurosis – hardly surprising?) When her daughter was about 13 she began
to think the idea that girls who see violence in their father tend to pick
similar men, surely applied to her.
Friends, men and
jobs came and went; nothing lasted. And then her dear grandma died. When she
was finally taken into hospital, weighing 5 stone 6lbs, ‘the system’ kept her
alive. In mental hospital she was given was given drugs and ECT over 12 years.
Her treatment was changed without her knowledge and consent and behavioral
therapy was refused - she was not considered ‘suitable. I’m sure this stigmatizing,
destructive story is familiar.
But
thanks to the User Movement Jean found her own behavioral therapy by reading,
campaigning, speaking in public and on radio and film: she spoke eloquently
about the degrading experience of ECT and was appreciated by all the people she
worked with. Peter Breggin’s book Toxic Psychiatry, informed her protests about
drugs. She confronted unfair blame by her family. She nurtured her psychic
sensitivities and studied spiritual healing. She practiced Yoga and Tai Chi and
went swimming; she played her keyboard every day. She writes that she hopes
this book has the therapeutic insight she intended it to have.
All
her hard work on her own self-understanding, and with her fellow sufferers,
culminates in a heartfelt statement. “I now love myself and as a result of this
other people love me too.” To me that is the most valuable therapeutic insight
of all: thank you Jean.
Jean’s book
underlines most of the points made in the
The
search for a new Author – Working in partnership with
Chipmunka has
established itself as a leading publisher of books, poetry and novels
surrounding mental illness. Many of these bring to life the amazing stories of
people living with mental illness and the hope and strength they have shown in
the face of their experiences.
These books bring
to the reader issues that are too often shrouded in secrecy, fear and stigma.
Chipmunka, and its founder, Jason Pegler, has taken
the bold step of bringing these issues out of the dark and into the forefront
of the public’s mind.
The founder of
Chipmunka, Jason Pegler, has written a dramatic and moving book on his own
experience of living with Manic Depression. His book ‘A Can of Madness’ has
been read by over 10,000 people and
has made a difference to many people’s lives.
All 7,000 members
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In order to find
this unique story,